Hero

      Happy Thursday! I am so ready for this week to be over, not just because Prom is on Saturday and my birthday is on Tuesday, but also because this week has just really sucked. I've had a lot of homework, I have a history test tomorrow, and also because, last night, I found out some really bad news related to my dad's health. Like, really bad. I spent all of last night crying and crying and crying some more, and I don't usually cry. I don't know what to do. I've had two best friends lose their dads, and it wasn't pretty watching from the sidelines, so I can't imagine what it would be like if it actually happened to me. I'm not saying that my dad is in any immediate danger of dying, but it's pretty clear that this is what he'll die from. I can't live without him, he's the best dad in the world and I wouldn't survive losing him. Just thinking about losing him brings tears to my eyes.
      I'd like to share this song with you because it's what I've been listening to on repeat for the past 24 hours.

"I'm the hero of this story, don't need to be saved."

Or do I?

Carpe Diem,
Brooke