Stressed

      Happy Friday! So today, for the first time ever, I got a 0% on a quiz in Latin. ZERO PERCENT. It was a twenty-point quiz over the chapters in the book we're reading, I obviously didn't read, and I got a zero on it. Definitely the low point of my week. Not gonna lie, I'm seriously not liking my Latin class at the moment, but I never thought I would care less enough to just get a zero! I can't even begin to imagine what that one zero is going to do to my grade. I wouldn't be so worried if I'd been getting A's on all of the other tests/quizzes but that's just not the case, my friends. We have a quiz pretty much every day in Latin (one of the many reasons I'm hating it) so it's really hard for me to find the motivation to study for them every single day. Therefore, my grade is probably really low in that class, which sucks because I'm supposed to finish my junior year strong.
      I'm also really struggling in math right now because I have absolutely no clue about anything we're learning. Nada, zip, zero, zilch. I have a quiz next week and I'm probably gonna get a zero on that too because I couldn't answer a single question about parabolas or ellipses. And I used to think I was relatively smart. HA. I have no clue what my grade is in physics, but since it's pretty much just a general rule that I'm awful in every science class I've ever had, it can't be too good.
      Even history and English, my two most solid classes, have me worried! We have this really big project called the Oral History Project where we have to interview people and compare their experiences to what history textbooks say about those time periods. Quite interesting, but for each progressive step we have to turn a certain thing in, and so far I'm not doing too well.
      I used to be such a good student! Why am I so lazy and unmotivated? And why did I have to lose all my motivation right when I need it the most? I'm so stressed right now; my back is killing me from my heavy backpack, it's not even 10:30 and I'm already exhausted, I feel like I'm always in a terrible mood, and all I can think about is how I need to read 100 pages, write a practice AP English essay, study for the AP US History exam, work on my OHP, study for my Latin quiz, study for my math quiz, and study for my English quiz. Plus a bunch of other things I'm probably forgetting. How is this supposed to be good for me, worrying all the time? I can't remember the last time I wasn't feeling stressed. I'm so done with school; I can't go on with this for another month. I'M JUST REALLY STRESSED, GUYS.