Wanting and Wishing and Hoping

    

     Happy Saturday! One week of spring break down, one to go! Today I discovered something about myself: I find myself wanting things a lot. Like, I'll just think of things, material or bigger things, and how much I want them. It's really bad. I'll be on Tumblr and say things to myself, like "oh I wish I had those shoes, or that house, or that body," or so many other things. Why can't I just be happy with what I have? Am I so greedy that I'm jealous of everyone who has  something that I don't? It's so silly, and yet there's a small, evil part of me that says, "I deserve that more than she does! I work just as hard, or harder, than she does! Why does she get everything that I want?" I wish that for once I could just be content with what I have without wishing for more!"

Carpe Diem,

Brooke